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Thursday, August 19, 2010


I'm procrastinating getting ready for school this morning. I should take a shower, I should be doing this or that... But lately work has worn me out and while school is almost a comparative vacation, i'm exhausted. Work has seemingly pulled every thread of life out of me, and instead of my submission bringing me calm and peace and reviving me to live another day, it has felt like one more thing being pulled from me, one more place where i give without thanks.

I shouldn't feel that way. Master loves me and wants me as his submissive and i know that. We are just both so busy lately. He's taking 6 hours this semester, and it requires 95% of his attention 95% of the time. 3% 100% of time is dedicated to his business... Which leaves about 2% for everything else. We're in the same house and i miss him like he's 300 miles away. Nothing really to do with it, i'm just clearing out my mind....

I finally get tomorrow off and will get to go grocery shopping and take care of bits and pieces around the house that have needed my attention for a few days. Since, i only work a half day on Saturday, i would like to really concentrate on finding that zen feeling from my submission again, to remember why i do this thing we do.

Also thinking about posting up another blog, one about Domestic Servitude. The unusual recipes i sometimes use, or want to use, the way Master's house is cared for and the like....


1 comment:

  1. That really sucks that you're both so busy, but honestly it's one of those things that can't be helped. Just keep in mind that it won't always be like that. Eventually things will settle down.

    The new blog sounds interesting!