That weight becomes sadness that i have trouble shaking on my own. i find that to be ridiculous. Why should i let any other person control whether or not i am happy? i don’t want anyone else to have that kind of control. Yet i can’t help it. It’s like He has changed me. Changed who i am. i’m no longer just brooke. Now i am William’s brooke... i’m William’s brooke now. Will it be possible to be just brooke again when He leaves?
In my comment i told her that i didn't believe it was ever really possible to go back to the person she was, that once you experience the divine heaven that is deep and true submission, there is no going back.
When i was with Master W, we both knew that