sleepless

Third night in a row that i haven't been able to sleep. It's not that i'm not tired, but part of me can't seem to settle. Add that to my back/neck/shoulders hurting and i toss and turn and am still awake way past my bed time. my heart is thumping like a little caged animal. my brain won't shut up. It bugs me that He hasn't written me back. Maybe He doesn't see a response as necessary, maybe whatever i said disgusted Him. Maybe He decided i was too much drama. i just hate not knowing.