As we will never get married, we celebrated the beginning this weekend. Nothing special really. Cooked steaks and ate at the dinner table for once (something i think i want to do a bit more often) and talked about how far things have come.... I also read back into the beginnings of my blog and really saw how different i am now, how much i have changed, grown. Master has too. I didn't really notice it happening, but i can see it now, when i look back. Last night, for example, i didn't ask permission to sleep in my Master's bed. I asked to sleep on the floor next to him because it put me more in touch with my submission, something i cherish dearly.